There is so much stuff on my mind that its hard to explain. I try to figure out why bad stuff happens to me and not other people, I think that maybe the fact of the matter is that I always run into trouble. I try to stay out of it,but it always comes back sooner or later. When trouble comes to find me I run head on into it, I don't think I just roll with the punches that comes with it. Really I'm the type of person that doesn't know hiow to shut his mouth and I've been like that since the sandbox days lol. I think on my feet in situations,but I don't always think in the right way that wil keep me from bad outcomes. I find myself hard headed at times, because I don't like to listen, to people that can tell me how I can change the outcome of a bad situation, that comes my way. People are right I don't smile alot because I don't have anything to smile about, What is there possibly to smile about when you are always getting caught up. Caught up in stuff that really has nothing to do with you, but somehow find a way to easily get in the mix up. Majority of my life is a movie with 15 hundred smaller movies inside of it. A movie that goes from conflict to conflict with know conclusion to any of the problems. My life is a run on sentence that never ends. How many people do you know that haven't smiled in a school picture since somewhere around age 4 or 5?...Not many huh? same here. If some one asked me whether I was happy or sad I truthfully couldn't tell you myself.In my life time I've seen real niggas and many fake ones.I don't know what to think really ever for some reason.
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